Another torturous week for the unfortunate rp crew. One of the members is still hospitalised and we still have to work long hours this week.
Fortunately for me (in a way that is....), im doing closing this week. i can wake up a little later and do a lil "lesser" work.
hah. lesser.
considering that im the only closing staff this week. yup. only me. no daisy. just me alone doing closing.
and steven (our new assistant manager who is bengap like mangkok) says that ira can do anything. and put his responsibilities in my hands.
the "smartest thing" that he instruct the attachment manager from jurong point was...to pass me the outlet keys. and i dont know why they gave me the cash register's key too. and i have a very very bad feeling that i HAVE to come to work fucking early in the morning just because they cant open the cash register.
and i dont know why, i took the keys when she gave it to me. she shrugs and says, "that's what steven wants. he trust you."
i wonder if he have spare set of keys..........im gonna switch off my hp JUST in case. hahaaa. DIE RP DIE!
ok im mean. but i dont know..we'll see how. but im still gonna switch off my hp. nyahahhaa.
syg also have to work long hours AGAIN this week and fuck our fate that we'll be spending more time at work than with each other.
Life sometimes feel so miserable when he's not there.
Oh well. but like the saying goes.."Absence makes the heart grow fonder."
there's just so many things to talk about in this entry.
guess im just pretty "inspired to blabber" after reading kandee's blog. the bubbly make up artist i was refering in my previous entry.
anyhow...mom had a few accidents for the last few days and im starting to worry about my mom's well-being.
she scarred her arm yesterday. Minyak panas tumpah dari kuali kena tangan mak.
and today, her toe was badly injured by a freak accident in the toilet. the toilet door fell on her toe and caused it to swell.
mom's gotta work tomorrow, she says. no staff.
if my mom gets up to get ready for work tomorrow, im gonna scold her. just what the hell is she thinking.
i wish i could accompany her to the clinic to get some creams for her arm and check her toe if its broken or not..
right now...everyone at work is counting on me.
ira. the pathetic, meek little moron who always get push around when she first joined in.
now, everyone's counting on her. why? because they are just too fucking lazy to do just about anything.
ira can do anything.
while the rest, do absolutely NOTHING.
im pretty torn apart between me, mom, bf, friends...
i cant spend enough time with any of them.
when i have the time, im always too drained out to do anything.
an old friend messaged me at fb.
im kinda touched and somehow still pissed off with what had happened.
no one's to be blamed here.
its just our lifestyle. we're too busy right now to have any social life. understood.
no point apologising cause no one's at fault.
and someone from the past keeps bugging me non stop.
wish he could just go away or vanish completely from the face of the earth.
just fucking leave me alone. stop messaging me. stop calling me.
i dont need you in my life. Once is enough, mus. no more. i dont want to have anything to do with you or your friends or your family.
fuck you and fuck your words. leave me alone. DITTO.
Stripped Naked at 11:07:00 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
i spent the whole night of yesterday playing bejewelled on fb and watching videos on youtube.
and i also ended up watching edward scissorhands the movie.
JOHNNY DEPP'S IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOT!
he's so cute when he was younger!!!! omg...the way he looks really nervous makes him more cuter than he is now.
GOD!!!!! I LOVE JOHNNY!!!!
and i also love the make up and im starting to love this make up artist on youtube.
maybe one day..when i have all that cash, i'll take a make up course and make up for johnny.
hehehhe
gotta love all that make up baby!
here's the vid that ive watched.
EDWARD SCISSORHANDS MAKE-UP TUTORIAL: (she really really really looks like edward...)
omgggggggggggggggg.
ENJOY!
Stripped Naked at 2:31:00 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
time now: 4.57am.
time to wake up: 5am.
rudely awoken by irritating voices from brat: 4.15am.
long and meaningless coversation with mom and brat: 4.15am to 4.59am.
mom leaves house without saying goodbye: 5am.
feels like punching my sister in the fucking face: 5.01am
oh boy.
this is gonna be a very very long day.
Stripped Naked at 4:57:00 AM
